how do i get rid of my account (and my page) PERMANENTLY??

does anyone know?

I hate the way this is....

but

why must I feel like crap everytime you DON"T talk to me???

i hate you....

and what you have made me into....

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I was over at the Pumpkin Fest in Aurora....   near Rangeview highschool...

A little bit of disorganization, yes, but it was awesome!!   Especially teaching little kids how to make corn husk dolls!!

HAHa   unfortunately I was too busy making dolls I didn't have time to take pics of THAT  but I did manage to get pics of  us dressed up in pumpkin suits handing out candy!!

GAHHH!!!   look at me and my PSYCHO EYES!!!!

   hehehe   the PUMPKIN people~!!!

  mark was really good at ....ummm...   "stilt-walking", i think it was called....   

lina and tony...   that man was really nice!!

i was wearing like 5 layers of clothing and an unbreathable, synthetic material of a pumpkin suit.     and since i had to keep on moving around, it was soooooooo hot!!!               but in the end, little kids coming up to me and calling me the "Big, Fat Pumpkin Lady" made everything better. 

here are my senior pics...

i wasn't satisfied with the pictures i had so i took these new ones....

(well, i MADE my uncle take them for me, is more like it) 

i'm not sure which one to choose.....    GAH!!!    why is it so hard to stop being so damn picky???   

IT's never going to feel the same again...

Everyday someone dies... whether by natural causes or accidents.

You see shit like that happening on the news all the time

yet it never really hits you until

the police come to invetigate ....

I'm still confused not because I don't know what happened because I don't want it to be true.       

saturday morning was just chaos...      

I still can't believe he's really dead and I'm absolutely devastated for his family...

how something like that could have happened to him....   i will never comprehend...